One Disappointment after another

Well I went to the doctor today and got more bad news you would think that I would be used to it by now but it never gets easier. I went for what was supposed to be my last ultrasound and last round of clomid and he was even going to bump me up to 100mg instead of 50mg like I have been doing. But I can't do it because now I have 2 cysts on my left ovary . So that has put a stop to everything! He gave me 2 options 1. I can go on the pill for a month, why the hell would I do that? 2. Wait and see what happens, I chose option 2. So now I have to go back in a month and see if it went away. So we are very disappointed and upset right now so please keep us in your prayers we really need them right now.

Another disappointment

Well, another period and another disappointment. So now another trip to the doctor and my last round of clomid. In some ways I am glad about that. I am so sick of going to the doctor once a month and having an ultrasound once a month. So now the only next step is to do the IUI I am kind of scared to do it for fear that it won't work. I also went to the reflexologist again and she said that things were better not as much congestion around my ovaries and uterus. So that is a good sign. She suggested that I see a chiropractor because if something is out it could be cutting off things to my reproductive organs. So I will have to look into that. So that is where we are right now. Another depressing day but things can only get better right? Lets hope so!! It is in Gods hands.